God is my all.

2010-06-01T03:51:00.000-07:00

decided to switch to tumblr instead due to the limitations of blogger. -.-
find me at lilitheflower.tumblr.com
but occasional posts in this blogger post.

a meaningful song

2010-05-29T02:56:00.000-07:00

a simple and interesting song that has touched my heart.
somehow i depict it as god's omniscient presence or some other things to some ppl

Rebuild by switchfoot

watching the world with my highway eyes
watching the world from the windows

that i've known, these mobile homes
loneliness was a friend of mine,
but with you that's through
and I feel home away from
home,away from home,away from home

oh way oh, were the regeneration
oh way oh, with time to kill
oh way oh, were the regeneration
oh way oh, rebuild rebuild

You lit a fire in the pouring rain
but theres so many noisy voices
oh whoa oh, i get so cold
City lights and the midnight train
i hate to say it, but I get caught letting
go,of the things I know
do not conform to this
do not conform

oh way oh, were the regeneration
oh way oh, with time to kill
oh way oh, were the regeneration
oh way oh, rebuild rebuild

every life comes with a broken heart
dying to be made whole
we are the lost souls with the second start
following the way the builder home
There's a temple i found in the strangest part
where the stones are built of souls
Where the builder himself has promised "love
i'm never gonna let you go" gooo

oh way oh, were the regeneration
oh way oh, with time to kill
oh way oh, were the regeneration
oh way oh, rebuild rebuild

oh way oh, were the regeneration
oh way oh, with time to kill
oh way oh, were the regeneration
oh way oh, rebuild rebuild

2010-05-28T05:58:00.000-07:00

I am so blessed to have god in me.
Be my everything.

I want to make art my career and one to impact, influence and love.

2010-05-23T03:50:00.000-07:00

Yesterday teachings totally wake me up.
If god has given me little, i must be faithful and grow in my giftings together in partnership with god.

If god has given me the talent to sing, i must be faithful and sing well for god.
If god has given me the talent to do art, to colour, i must use them faithfully and glorify god.
If god has given me the talent to cook, i must use my talent well and feed the people, the hungry and the lost.
If god has given me the ability to write, i must use them well and write stories of his love.

I thank god for all the gifts he had endowed upon me and i love him. God has given me much, so much more, more than i need. I promised god to use my gifts wisely and partner with god to utilise them and soar to greater heights .

2010-05-20T21:44:00.000-07:00

Ahhh.... has a strong resignation about the choice i have made. i should have reached home earlier.
Math is so, so foreign to me. I contemplate the use of GC. and i am a total technology idiot. How should i survive the whole of next week. God! help me please!

2010-05-17T05:16:00.000-07:00

Promised that i will blog this week and next since its IDE week. Spent 1 and a half hours doing the die thing and i think i am only half-complete. Hais.... no choice. Got to chiong Art prep later, maybe 1 or 2 hours. Tough but bring it on! I believe in god.

This year day is not a good one. sad.

2010-05-16T00:55:00.001-07:00

This is interesting.

My Dear Love,

Yesterday, I was passing by your rectangular house in trigonometric lane. There I saw you with your cute circular face, conical nose and spherical eyes, standing in your triangular garden. Before seeing you my heart was a null set, but when a vector of magnitude (likeness) from your eyes at a deviation of theta radians made a tangent to my heart, it differentiated.

My love for you is a quadratic equation with real roots, which only you can solve by making good binary relation with me. The cosine of my love for you extends to infinity.

I promise that I should not resolve you into partial functions but if I do so, you can integrate me by applying the limits from zero to infinity.You are as essential to me as an element of a set. The geometry of my life revolves around your acute personality.

My love, if you do not meet me at parabola restaurant on date 10 at sunset, when the sun is making an angle of 160 degrees, my heart would be like a solved polynomial of degree 10.

With love from your higher order derivatives of maxima and minima, of an unknown function.

Yours ever loving,
Pythagoras

Party Girl

2010-05-14T05:18:00.000-07:00

16th Birthday. Supposed to be sweet, but turned out bitter. I am sick; so typical and dumb of me.
Left with a Bio test, piles of homework, projects and revision.
Wanna do well for mid-yrs. I want to continue to serve god without intervention.
Perplexed by the complexities of the world, claiming and preaching what they are not.
WHEN ever can i meet someone who understands (except god, needless to say).
Happy 16th? Not really....
14 days fast and another 14 from FACEBOOK.
Made me reflect about a lot of things; how imperfect and sinful i am.

My "SA JIAO" moments.
I need a school bag dearly!
I promise hugs and kisses if someone could buy that for me. HAHA. Quite impossible ba. Expensive! and don't talk to myself.

Conclusion:
-Chiong all math homework and study Bio test on Sunday!
-Chiong Art prep work tomorrow.

Ah_________________

2010-05-11T08:03:00.001-07:00

My personalDNA Report
FUN!

2010-05-07T08:32:00.001-07:00

Angst, crippled.
Grabbing my dear oil pastel and colour non-stop.
Its good to love art.

AH GOD!

2010-05-03T06:05:00.000-07:00

It has been quite a while since i last blogged. This week will definitely be a great week, especially with god. 14 days of fast from Facebook; ain't that's impressive?
During this period of fast, i realized how much i am unworthy of god's love and grace, sinning once and again. It puts me in a spot, ashamed at myself. But despite how hard i try, there is this innate nature in me that will conform to sins. So much of imperfection, i mean.
Really, really seek god's forgiveness and i ought to repent and intercede during every quiet moments with him.
Hais, got some grasp as to what god wants me to do in TJ.
But i must always remember that this is for his glory and purpose, not my selfish desire.

Hence, to all those who read this post, please keep me in check! That i will be doing everything for god and growing out of my sinful nature.

And in order, to fulfill god's plan for me, i must keep track of my academics 1st!

I desire:
LA-C
Chi-A
Bio-A
Chem-B
Art-B
Math A-C
Math B-C

An overall grade of B/C, GPA of 3.2 at least

Please keep me accountable! :)

2010-04-11T06:56:00.000-07:00

i love risk-takers. i love people that are willing. i love people that are daring. i love my god, willing and daring, to love a sinner like me.

2010-03-21T00:40:00.000-07:00

22nd March 2010, the start of term 1. 17 May 2010, the start of IDE week. Jia you! less than 2 months only... 39 more study days for term 2!

however....
98 more days to JCTs!

Why god gives us our 5 senses

2010-03-20T04:47:00.000-07:00

the eyes-to see the unseen
the ears-to hear the soft
the skin-to feel the unfeeling
the nose-to smell
and the tongue-to savour every bit of life

as a person who likes art, i proclaim that i am weak but i thank god for everything... the 5 senses... so that i am able to paint the god that i always love.

Random but it touches me.

"You are for me" by Kari Jobe

I thank god for this.

2010-03-13T23:47:00.000-08:00

I thank god for these friends and teachers in my life:
GOD. Bao Hui. Yunian. Yan Ming. Dai Xuan. Qi Ya. Rebecca. Mei Cheng. Ya Ting.
And all that have seen me grown. I know greater things have yet to come. The calling of my generation will be fulfilled. I will wait for god.

Have FUN studying. LOL.

2010-03-06T06:45:00.000-08:00

Some random thing i drew. "Happy Studying", hope that's phrase is applicable to me.
I want to go London and Paris at the end of the year. Hope nothing bad happens so that all the art students can go MAD! Hees.

Direction for spiritual growth this year: Intentional Discipleship
GODS AIM

G-Gathering for fellowship (Lifegroup)
O- Outreach (Evangelism)
D- Devotion
S- Stewardship (Talents and Gift)

A- Abstinence (Fasting and praying)
I- Intercession (Repentance and prayer)
M- Ministering to God

haha. Looking forward to it.

2010-02-15T22:37:00.000-08:00

A belated birthday wish to QIYA.
Happy 17th Birthday! My dear friend from choir and district (cannot say unit). Haha. Will always remember those fun times we have in and after choir, though only 2 sessions. I have enjoyed your company and have strongly see your child-like faith and trust on god. Jia you and continue to keep the good work up! Also, do well for your studies and utilize your (at least) 2 years of JC for expanding god's kingdom! Will be keeping in prayer for you and hope that your family won't rah rah you for going to church and would be able to see your faith. Haha...not forget ____ ____ ____!

Hope we continue to be good spiritual buddies too, keeping track of each others spiritual life! Oh yah, and i will always remember the 1st Christmas Card you have gave me! It has surely impact my life! :)

Agape,
Tianli